perlu ker?

why always put the blame on me?
i normally can stand everybody keep pointing finger at me n blame me for what had happened.
but i dont think i can stand if everybody try to judge the situation n put all the blame on me..why should it be me?
i doesnt ask more...just try to understand me.
i'm a human.normal human that fill with emotion.
sometimes...i feel angry..all the times.. i feel sad...few of times i feel happy..
but still..im a human..
i'm human...

the duskiey!

here's comes the duskiey...

introducing of the model of my new brand shoe! aishwarya rai....thank you..thank you...

this is the duskiey...why it so?becoz the colour is dusk grey...hehe..ak ni memang jenis yg suka meletak nama pada barang2 aku.this one i called duskiey.

i am so excited becoz this is the first time aku beli heel yang lebih daripada 3 inchee.kiranya,ini satu kemajuan dalam diri aku.bukan senang nak ada keyakinan untuk pakai heel yg tinggi-tinggi ni.it needs lot of self motivation.

this is a model feet!!..hehehe,....terus cuba dengan rasa excited.

masih mencuba lagi!...may this awsome shoe brings me to awsome place...

MeNaBung aMaLan MuLia

savings is a great habits. i love....aku suka.menyukai.sangat suka mengumpul tabung.menabung itu hanya dlakukan bila terdapat fulus sahaja.even so,at least i have the bankies....hahaa..

tabung atau dalam bahasa kelantan is called 'celen'.you should prounounce 'ce' as 'ce' in cendol word. teringat masa kecik=kecik dulu,celen aku dalam buluh.paku kat dinding.ia adalah salah satu usaha abah aku untuk mmupuk semangat menabung dikalangan anak-anak..hehhe..but its failed..mungkin sebab tabung buluh yang abah buat tu tak cantik lansung dan tak menarik minat aku untuk memasukkan duit saku ku didalamnya.aku rela menghabiskan duit saku ku di kedai kak yah nawi..hehehe..

but as i'm growing older...many gave me tabung as a present.maybe sebab diorang nampak aku seorang yng boros n mengharapkan hadiah tabung ini dapat menyedarkan aku...thanks you all.

this cutie telah diberi oleh kakak tempat aku kerja partime dulu..as a farewell present. aku berhenti sebab dapat tawaran sambung pelajaran in DMLT-KKM.thanks kak,aku sangat suka...

this frogie is given by my ex-BF.ini pom setelah aku merengek-rengek ala-ala baby yg chumil.lau tak....memang tak dapat...hehehe...thanks...ini kenangan awak yg ada pada saya...sori sebab kita tak lama mcm yg kita rancang. jika saya dapat putar waktu saya harap kita dapat mulakan balik dengan sebetulnya CINTA...adussss...jiwang.,...hehehe

well...this labu is from someone special.special for me.me ordinary for him...hahaha..whatever it is..thanks...i tak sangka u bagi i present as my reward.layanan i kat u adalah ikhlas.tulus dalam hati saya.saya tk perlukan reward.tp dah u bg..i amek aje...hehehe
just love the colour n the design..i dont know wheater u pilih ke mak we u yg pilih..but still,i love it.

as this labu is coming from someone special,so i decide to make it special..i make it not just as a hiasan but as one of my tabung...what make it special about this is,i only put rm5 not in it...green for the green..so hanya warna hijau diterima.....

and...this is all my tabung collection...the middle one is the most i love right now...

Dikir Barat-Dengarlah(Ain)

this is one of the lagu dikir barat yg aku minat...its so touching for sentimental soul like me..well,i guess

girl...where's ur pride?

stop it!!its a compulsory...

i'm talking to myself...girl,,,where is ur pride?where did u put ur dignity?stop humiliating yourself...stop putting ur pride as low as his feet..you deserve better than this threat.anything you do,it seems like you're humiliatig urself.are you one of the cheap woman overthere?are you too easy to be hurt?do you want losing your friends respect towards you?do you want people to hate you?every answer above are all NO.i dont want.this stubborn heart should be slapped badly.ahhhh....please,,,,please regain your pride back.find back your dignity.its not worth putting my priceless pride only on his feet.thanks to all my friends.for alwiz remembering me who he is and where i stand.i should change it.forget it.must...i must.

this is not my feet,of coursely...just gambar hiasan oka...

aku jiwang kah??

i love it because it damdamdam beautiful!!!

well,i'm writing this post due to someone who told me that i am a jiwang person.am i?jiwang kah aku?

well,okay..maybe just a little bit jiwang...but not too jiwang okay..get it?i am not a too jiwang person..jiwa aku jiwa sentimental..semulajadi..i've born to love nature..

aku suka tgk pemandangan.sunset,beach,sunrise,trees,river..i've found it relates so much with my soul.

bila aku tgk pemandangan macam ni,aku rasa tenang n dekat dengan Khaliq.that's why if i have problems i prefer to go to the place where i can fnd the peace...walaupun masalah aku takkan selesai lepas aku pergi sini,but still it can cure my heart n blow in my spirit to face it.just like now....how i wish to go somewhere peace n regain my soul.

this is a cave.the big one.there's lot of this at my place n that's why it being called as

GUA MUSANG.

aku suka seat tepi tingkap lau naik kenderaan lebih dari 4 tayar..this seat allows me to see the beautiful of earth.

this is a nature smile....

feel grateful for been born at the village.aku bangga jadi anak kampung!

see?it beautiful ,is'nt it?wish to see sunrise at the beach.just love it.

salam aidilfitri 2010

salam syawal....well,this year we've celebrate raya on friday,10 september 2010.

this year i seriously don't feel the fun of celebrating raya..many things occured.n this effect my enjoyable eve a lots.....but still i want to share my experience of this 'enjoyable'eve with u all...

lets start with ...salam aidilfitri to all(again....huhu)...maaf zahir batin..

banyak sebab rayer tahun nis aku tak rase seronok macam tahun yg lepas-lepas.ehmmm..antaranya:

• awal-awal lagi aku telah 'dikecim' atau diprank oleh kakak ku..beliau dengan tiada rasa bersalah telah menyatakan bahawa beliau membeli tiket 9hb.yakni sehari sebelum raya.n the ticket is at 3 pm which means we will arrive bandar gua musang at night.so,malam raya aku still dalam bas.huhu..beliau memberitahu telah membeli tiket tersebut semasa saya sedang berseronok melancong di pulau pangkor.memang spoiled mood.nasi baik aritu adalah hari terakhir aku disana.but still on my way back,in bus i means...i cant stop thinking about this.i call my mother in the bus.ahh,rupanya ma pom sama jer.awal-awal dah pakat ngan akak aku untuk kecim aku....how's so much that,aku ingin bukak puasa bersama keluarga.sehari pom cukupla.but...this year i thought that i unable to..hancur hati aku..luluh...memang mood raya aku tkde..its totally gone.well,actually aku balik 3 hari lbih awal.means 7hb.petang tu aku dah smpai bndar gua musang.but,when i've been told that its only a prank,my mood to beraya dah banyak hilang dah.it's gone.gone.

this is not the ikhlas senyuman..okay...

• ehm..nak dijadikan lagi tak best,baju kurung aku yakni baju raya aku tak siap dijahit manik.so,aku terpaksa skip solat sunat hari raya semata-mata untuk siapkan baju aku..lau tak...tak beraya la eden..sebenarnya,salah aku jugak,aku tangguh-tangguhkan menjahit.kononnya nk tunggu ilham datang dulu.baru bulih menghasilkan jahitan yang cantik..uhuks,seni tengkorak aku..tapi nasib baik baju-baju akak,ma n adik pompuan aku selamat disiapkan on time.well,afdal mendahulukan org lain...see,aku baik kan?hehehehe..(kembang hidum)

sori...tak ble nak besarkan pic ni..tapi at least u can see my handmade...kalau ble zoom lagi chomel tu..

• malam raya,aku tiada di kampung.biasanya malam raya kami anak2 dara akan kemaskan rumah.mak cik2 masak kat dapur.hehehehe.buat ketupat bersama nenda tersayang.even aku tak berapa cekap menhasilkan satu ketupat yg kemas,dan hanya duduk menemani sahaja,tp aku bangga kerana berjaya menghabiskan beberapa piring pulut sementelah menunggu orang2 berpengalaman mnbuat ketupat...but...this year i cant do all these things..
• raya kedua,aku duk kat umah jer..tak g beraya kat mana2 pom.my eyes having a infection..agak teruk juga.sepagi aku berendam air mata.nak g bilik air pom,adik pompuan aku yg pimpin..petang dah ok even masih merah.at least it better.well,can't blame anyone..aku yg salah.malam tu aku tak bukak lense n tido dgn lenanya ala-ala baby gtu.badget nk bangun pulak bukak,but terjenero(tertido) sampai subuh.
• raya keempat,aku pegi beraya di perasu.konvoi motor ramai2.bestla jugak.lame tak jumpa kawan2.yapeaz,PG,kiki,epul,zatty,nisa,za n cda,the rest tk ble nk ikut.bnyak gak r umah kami lawati.but...mase nk balik tu,nk dijadikan cerita,motor aku pancit tgh jalan...nasib baik dah sampai cabang chiku 01,lau tak..tak tahulaa....perasu ngan chiku bukannya dekat...but,the best part is my abah doesnt scold me...hehe..maybe sebb aku da besar kut.nk pegi mane pom dia dh tak risau dos...ah..i'm getting older..

actually,bnyak ag yg nak cite,tp dah penat r.len kali plak..beres...